Thursday, January 27, 2011

love you, teacher !

since i'm being a kindergarten teacher,
i realize something that i never think of it. thank God for helping to realize
" why we should respect our teachers. "

at this moment, i feel like i really want to apologize to all my teachers
including my kindergarten teachers. even though i can't remember their names,
but their face, the way they are smiling still remain in my memory.

being a teacher is not easy and it's tiring. 
but teacher always there for her students to gain knowledge.
they will teach you till you clearly understand and they try so hard to help
you. Although, you are kind of  slow-learner, they put it aside, sit next to you,
and help you no matter who you are.

teachers also just like our friends who always there for you,
being such a good listener, motivate you, 
and they are love you just the way you are. 
sometimes, you are being so annoying and childish,
but then they just take a deep breath and naturalize their emotion.
they are so patient in order to see you stand up at the glistening top.

how many students do really appreciate somebody that known as a teacher?
yeah, i know . we do celebrate " teacher's day " every year.
what's the motive? oh yeah! to appreciate our teachers just for a day ?
is that so ? 

it's so disappointed to see so many students being rude towards their teachers.
sometimes, the words that come out from a student who doesn't 
appreciate her / his teacher become such a sword that hurt teacher's feelings.
do you realize it ?

yet, they still there for you, ignoring your ego, pretend like nothing happened,
and they are still helping you to be such a great person.
then, when you got a flying colours result, 
you start to forget who helps you till you succeed,
and you move on . 

as your teacher know that you already reach at the glistening top,
your teacher got nothing but proud. yes! proud of you and thank God for the happiness.

well, i miss my teachers. 
you know what, 
every time i give homework to my students,
and they just ignore it, i feel so disappointed.
yeah, now i understand how disappointed my teachers when i used to be so lazy
and intentionally put my homework aside.

every time i talk to my students and they just like assume that i'm not exist in front of them,
i realize how sad my teachers when i used to do the same thing.

every time i look at my students while they are talking to me,
show that they start to understand what i have taught,
i realize how happy my teacher when i just even understand what they have taught.

i can't describe more about the feelings,
but i believe you are big enough to understand it.
i'm learning by teaching and experience being a teacher totally wonderful.
it have taught me on how to be matured and appreciate people who teach me 
even just a word.

just know every single teacher wants us to have brightest future,
they don't ask you even a 10 cent if you already succeed 
and they will not be somebody who opens the old wound.
get it what i meant ?

well, i have to admit that i'm gonna miss my kids when i resign someday.
all the kisses and hugs from them will remain in my mind.
whenever i look at them, i wish they will be successful muslims someday.
amani, fatin, balqis, afiq, fatimah and syahmi,
i love all of you. be good prince and princess, okay.

 " cikgu, abang nak bawak kapal terbang " my little hero will be a pilot someday .
my good clever girls.
love you !

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

wonder who he is.

okay, first of all..
syukranlillah ya Allah for giving me the happiness.
i have been trying to sooth myself, forget about the results and stop worry about future.
but it's helpless when the ' diseases ' attacks me AGAIN.
i start to feel like hopeless, being such a loser and of course it makes me switch to be moody.

sometimes, people keep saying " hey, you've to be positive. think positive ! "
i have tried anyway. yet, i still wonder what kind of results will be out.
i just can't throw it away from my mind. God always there for me.
so now, i realize what should i do at the moment.
guys, do pray for me yeah :)

i got something to share with you.
just click , HERE . the blog that cheers me up when i'm upset and extremely worry with my results.
i just wonder who he is and trying to find the link which can help me to reach him. none.
seriously, i respect his opinion and i wish i could meet more people like him.
he's knowledgeable, smart , matured and funny as well.
enjoy yeah !


Friday, January 14, 2011

he's my hero.

oh my God , he's my hero !
thanks baby for the rescue. 

today i'm totally happy and i won't forget about what happened today.
aiman a.k.a aiman eemok became such a super hero.
big applause from us to him and that's make him so proud of what he has done.
lol. that's  so funny,  baby.

"   please don't try this at home, okay ? "

while i'm teaching the kids who started to be like so stubborn,
one of the innocent cat came to our hall, maybe it needed something to eat.
but then, most of the kids looked at it and scared !

now i know their weakness and i hope i could use it as my weapon to chase out their laziness.
one of the kids started to cry, then i asked most of them sat on the table.
i said..

me : sape tak nak dengar cakap cikgu, nanti..

all of sudden the cat was yawned, then the scary teeth emerged in our sight.

me : ha !  nampak tak gigi die? sape tak bace ( abc ) kuat2, cikgu suh die gigit.

after that, they started to read loudly. few minutes later,
aiman came to us, then i said.

me : aiman, settlekan man.. ( just point to the cat )

then he went to that cat, took the cat , and threw it away.
seriously, he acted like a wrestler. lol. 
few second later, the cat wanted to come near to us and it made kids became terrific.

i said to the kids 
me : hey, ape la.. budak kecik lagi berani . die adik tau.

then i called aiman and he brought the cat out with one hand. yeah. i can see the cat suffered.
pity on it. but, what can i do ? lol. most of the kids became the witness of his ' power '.
i just laughed and i asked the kids gave him big applause.
well, aiman started felt like so macho. hahaha.

aiman just like super duper cute, okay. he's so soft spoken.
someday, i'm gonna have my own kids, i hope my kids will be brave, soft spoken,
brilliant and smart like him. amiin.
or maybe i will name my eldest son , aiman ? lol.
well, it depends on the future abi hahaha.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

cikdu sabrina

well, look at the, that's not a typing error ,okay ?
one of the kids called me that way. lol. what a lovely name.
just realize this is the first post in 2011,
apologize for this delay post due to the laziness.

okay, let's talk about the kids.
kids very nice and innocent. their character , voice, and thoughts have taught me
on how to be a good mother when i'm grow older. i'm happy being around them.
some of them quite passive, some of them totally out spoken, some of them quite hyperactive,
and clearly, most of them tremendously smart and brilliant.

on 3. 01. 2011, i'm being so called " teacher " to somebody.
frankly, being a teacher needs the sacrifices, patient, creative and loving.
sometimes, they tend to be so ego, sometimes they tend to be so hyperactive,
and they are my teacher. yes. teacher who teaches me how to be patient,
how to be more cheerful, how to act the moment we are in trouble or face the obstacle.

i love them. okay, enough. let's take a look at the photos below.

she's so talkative and smart. oh yeah, introduce.. she's the one who keeps calling me
" cikdu sablina " sounds like that. every morning she will say that
as she realizes me walk to our kindergarten.

he's known as syahmi but sometimes i called him " abang ".
this is because he often called himself abang.
well, i love to hold his hands, palm. why? guess what !
because his palm just like a baby's skin.

nur darwisya balqis.
she's my little angel.