Friday, December 31, 2010

thanks 2010

2010 is almost over and big thanks to 2010 for coming in my life.
syukranlillah ya ilahi for the happiness that You have gave me in 2010.
there are so many memories in 2010 which i just can't describe and speechless.
but, 2010 will leave me with a zillion memories.

today will be the last Friday in 2010.
i thank God the experience that taught me on how to be a matured, 
strong especially mentally and emotionally.

i hope presence of 2011 will be an awesome year in my life,
i wish i will get a flying colours results, go to university and get ready
to experience university life. and yeah. i hope i could be more matured.

in 2010, i have met new people. well you know, from stranger, become acquaintance,
and finally become my closest one or just friends. here i just want to say,
insyaAllah we will be friends till the end and just let the moment sweep us away.

all the sweet memories and the bitter have helped me to learn something
about L. I. F. E and i hope i could be more matured in the future.

so, how about your resolution?
well, my resolution for 2011, i just want to be good at cook and doing chores work.
i want to be an independent girl, strong inside and outside.
i want to go to university. experience and enjoy every nanosecond of university life.
go girl ! lol. 

yeah, of course i want to be good, nice, and pretty.
i just put effort and leave it to Allah.
 i wish my STPM and MUET results will be a flying colours results, amiin.
all in all, i wish 2011 will be the best year of my life.

well, lately i felt something is wrong whenever i met some of my friends,
it's feel like tremendously awkward. 
i meant the spirit of sisterhood is like slowly fade out, yeah of course i feel sad,
but i just hope it won't be continuously fade out. 

anyway, no matter where they are,
no matter who they are, i just hope that they're just fine and happy.
maybe i'm not such great friend for them? yeah. i , myself don't even know the reason why.

special thanks to fatin farhana who spends her time for chatting with me lately.
i do appreciate it and i hope we both could hang out with kak ein like we had few days ago.

no matter what happens,
i just wanna wish HAPPY NEW YEAR !
i hope 2011 will be a successful and blessed year to each and everyone of you.
may we upgrade our faith and good deeds only for the God sake.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

some space.

almost every single day i feel worry about my results. yeah. everyday. i don't know what to do.
but since akak ein used to advise me to be relax and trying to accept the truth or fate,
 now, i feel little bit relax.
thanks kak ein ! now.. i'm able to chase my anxious away. thank God. i just leave it to Allah and
 i hope my results will be okay. amiin.

" stop worry about past and don't fear of the future "
i like the phrase above

start from now on, i just want to focus on what i'm going to do !

i think in a relationship or friendship we need to give some space to our friends or boyfriend or boyfriends.
how about you ? 

i think we should stop call / text / meet up each other. 
i just want to give you some space, so that you can enjoy your life.
don't worry about me yaw ! if you think that you need me as your friend
come and see me.

although the feeling of " i-miss-you " engulf both of us,
just let it be, how much time do you need ? an hour, a month, or a year ?
just take your sweet time. i understand that you may be so boring with me.
i never put the blame on you and now.. it's time i will let go you, sweetheart !

i miss my schoolmates already ! babe, how are you doing ?
i hope we could meet up someday yeah. take care of yourself !

convocation day !


full of love,

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

wonderful evening.

what a nice view !
as we promised to go somewhere,
we finally went to somewhere in antara gapi.

fatin fetched me up at 5.00 p.m and kak ein afterwards.
then, we went there with our " pisang goreng " that bought by fatin.
we were talking along the way, shared the stories, experiences and so on.
with the nice view, i felt so happy to be around these two girls.

thank God and thanks fatin and kak ein for this wonderful evening,
i wish we could spend time together like we had today.

i recall the dream i had last night. lol. what i could say it was quite wonderful,
but not so wonderful. ah! you got my point la.
i had dream that i met him in a bus 
( i'm not sure whether it was metro bus or rapid kl, so don't ask me. lol )
but we were in the bus that for sure !

by that time, i was already in the bus.
while waiting the bus dropped me at somewhere,
i found he walked to me and i thought he will sit next to me,
so, i just took my stuff , put on my lap,
but then he just looked at me and sat next to another passenger.

i was like quite embarrassed la kan but i just let him be
because i knew there was no points to curse
so, when i woke up, i just wondered why he always emerged in my dream
though i recited prayer before i plonk myself on the bed.

never mind ! but, but like it !
i hope he will emerge in my dream again and over again.
i know it sounds so " gatal " but it's just a dream.
although it's just dream that's enough make a " gedik " smiles across on face.
hahaha. whatever !

no matter how cool the dream is,
let's face the reality.
i still haunting by my results. i hope it will be okay.
ya Allah, please help me.

Monday, December 27, 2010

big thanks to all.


let's talk about form 6. what do u think about form 6?

i still vividly remember when i was in form 4, i started to tell myself 
" you gonna be a form 6 student ".
it sounds so interesting but when i asked my friends about form 6,
they just gave some ridiculous opinion like

" form 6 ? i don't want to, it's tough yaw ! "

" ... form 6? argh ! school uniform , again ! "

well, i just want to know what's the matter if we should wear the school uniform?
i think it's fun to be a school student and we'll get so many privilege then.
but, everybody has her/ his opinion. so, i don't mind.

after one year and half,
i finally realize that being a form 6 student tremendously fun, okay.
yeah of course the subjects quite tough but nothing impossible when we work for it.
although it's not so popular like  matriculation  or foundation  or diploma,
that's not big deal for me because i believe that an expert born in anywhere and anytime.

i don't have any idea on how to return the kindness to my teachers and friends.
they are so cool and nice. i admit sometimes , i lost my temper and being
such an aggressive one. but then i realize that i love them more than i can promise.

do i look so .. chubby? lol

they are totally fun to be with. they are totally out spoken 
and it makes somebody will get hurt. 
most of the time, they actually talk about the truth..
i respect them for being so HONEST.
in fact, i riotously abhor to the hypocrites. 

i do feel comfortable when they are around,
with them, i dare to show my true self.
 i have learnt lots of thing as i used to be a form 6 student.

the words like
 " apa lagey " , " keluar ", "mujib ", " ejoy ", " leno comfort ",
" kak kelam ", " doremon ", " WMW ", ( you name it ) will be remembered.

to make it short,
 all of the moments we had together and  our memories completely awesome.
thanks for the smiling and laughing, guys !

not forget about our MPPU which it's kinda cool.
yeah i admit sometimes, we could have the disagreement among us,
but, do realize that the dissension finally brings us close.
thank God for it.

with the sporting junior like kajib, bazz, neddy, nazz, nado, hana
enough cheer me up and i enjoy the moment together.
well you know, sharing the stories, problems, and talking girl stuff.
lol. i hope we could spend time like we used to do.

oh yeah, thanks to auntie C who always
there to make sure that our block keep clean and thanks for being nice.
all the pak guards also, big thanks to you for being sporting.

oh yeah, thanks to the PIBG also for brought us to Malacca,
especially pak cik den.

in a nutshell, thanks to all of you. it seems i can't thanks you enough.

hey everybody!

hey everybody !
here i am , i just wanna  share something about my life.
well, i think it's fun share to something with friends.
in fact, i do love my friends and i just wish i could be a good friend to others.

actually, i just sat for my STPM examination which it's very important to me
and also my future. i hope i could get good results.
okay, just put it aside.

now, let's talk school life.
do you think that our school life is the best moment ever ?
well, personally.. i think school life is the best moment . lots of friends.
friends and teachers that have taught me what is the meaning of life.

well, special thanks to
 my schoolmates,
 buyong and the gang
for the memories.
to be specific, i'll continue later. yeah!

p/s : advance apologize from me if there have grammatical error yaw !
anyhoo, i do love English.