Thursday, March 31, 2011


HBS is stand for happy birthday sabrina.
yeah, today.. i'm twenty years old. i know that i'm not Teenager anymore,
but at least i'm still younger for some people.

well, big thanks for those who text me to wish my birthday.
i appreciate it and i feel grateful as well.
for those who remember my birthday without robot's help,
special thanks to you and you're such great one!
there is no celebrations on my birthday because i have celebrated my birthday twice.

frankly, i don't want to complain, nagging or whatsoever on my birthday,
i just want to admit that I'm not so excited for this 20th birthday. it's not about I'm getting older.
it's not about no celebrations on my birthday. furthermore, i don't mind at all.
it's just... i have bad feeling since yesterday. i feel like so sorrow, sad, i feel like i missing someone,
but i just can't help it. it comes all of sudden.

why it must happen to me, today?

I'm trying to match all of the answers that across in my mind with this mysterious question.
but none of them can satisfy me. i don't have any idea why my birthday have turned to this way. 
how i wish i could be so cheerful, happy, and a radiant smiles across on my face every single moment on my birthday.

i feel bored. I'm in the office and i do nothing because suren forgot to list the tasks.
plus, the absence of these two girls in the office make me feel so lonely.
today, somebody wish me. someone that i never expect that he still remember me.
oh yeah, glad to know that he still remember me. thanks for him. i thought we were over. i thought our friendship have faded away.
but today i was wrong. i thought i just died in his memory.
however, i just put the " old me " behind.
i won't treat you like before.

for Mr. X, thanks for calling me yesterday. i miss our endless chat.
thanks for wishing me as well.

all in all, i should appreciate myself by wishing..

wishing tomorrow will be much better than today.
sabrina , happy birthday. although, you look " dull " on your birthday,
let it be. oh yeah. i still feel grateful on my birthday because i still alive.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

along the way.

assalammualaikum and hi.

today i just realize it's like so many years since my last post.
okay, I've some reasons why it happened.

first, it's because of tiredness.
fyi, i already resign my job as a kindergarten teacher.
yes, honestly, i'm quite sad to leave my kids without saying anything.
yet, i think all of my advices is enough for them and i hope,
they will be a successful person later on.

i have been thinking to be a kindergarten teacher back,
but not now. maybe few months more.
I'm not decide yet.

well, now i'm working in Mont Kiara, Damansara.
it is a lawyer firm. Thomas Philips. 
i'm working there just for temporary.
in fact, i do really want to improve my English.

since my English isn't so good,
i decide to go there, get a new experience, 
meet new people instead of learning English
informal way.

i have been there since last week.
at first, i found it was quite tough to adapt with new situation,
new friends, new place and i feel inferior.

Peter is the first person that met for my first day.
well, i found it was quite tough to understand his slang.
but he's very friendly. nice to meet him.

then, i went to the main office,
i have met so many new people there and they are nice.

for the first task,
i was assisting suren on the 2011 Adelaide University reunion.
i had to call the alumni and informed them about the reunion.
so, i spent 2 days, i guess, to call them.
although it just sat in the office,
settled down the work,
i felt so tired like hell !

actually, the reunion will be held on 19th Of March,
and i think we are quite late to send the invitation out.
so, i just help suren and Mr. Mathew for the reunion as i could.

so far, most of the stuff are nice and friendly
but they are too busy. Kak Mila is so nice and friendly.
she able to chase my inferior out when i talk to her.
i feel comfortable, then.
i hope i could be a good one for everyone.
i wish i could learn something many things and 
get new experiences as i'm working there.

oh yeah, one more thing.
i just got my STPM results and thank God.
even though it's not an excellent one, 
but i do really feel thankful for it.

thanks to all of them that gave me some present,
special thanks for those who loving me as the way i am.
i do appreciate. well, i hope i'm not TOO satisfied.

here, big thanks to my parents, teachers and friends that helped me a lot.
thanks for being the reason of this happiness.
i don't even have any idea to return their kindness.

May God bless you always, guys. love you all.
so now, i'm waiting for University's offer.
i hope i could continue my studies in University,
struggle for the best results,
make my parents happy and proud of me,
and try to be a successful person.

i wish my 2011 resolution that i have mentioned my first post in 2011,
will become true. so, people out, please pray for me ya!
because i don't have to be a billionaire but .....
i just need blessed from Allah swt and billion people.
that's enough make me feel good , better and best !